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[Nov. 27th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
ok
well peru has been great i mean i love it
i missed my family so mucjh ive been eating like a pig
yesterday was my cousins baby baptism. the babys sicka dn no one gets her her fucking medincine.
its not her fault her parents are lazy son of bitches .
my cousin cats like its allabout her slef i and i hate how i notice that she uses my mom for money
on friday andrew came over and i loved it it was fun
we messed around with the computer.. he tlked to my parents ect ect.
w,e i went out with my other cousin and bieng that i dont know her friends i was shy
but watever.. i had a few beers & fruit alchool drink things so watever. they wernt that good.
and so it was gay
today i was at andrews house all day
it was fun
untill
he asked me out agian.
i cant... not agin. cry everynight.. everything
i told him i still felt strong for him but im leaving in 2 days and its gona be harder for me
watever... the rest of the night
DIDNT FUCKING TALK TO ME
a song cmae on and its like... your my last good byue and he looked and waved at me
i waslike wtf
idk but then hius bros gf starts talkikng to me to see whts wrong with us
wtf bitch mind your own bisznus
watever i told her cuz im ghey,
yeha
and the n wen i left
he gave me a note and a necklace charm
it was a siulver dolphin with a diomond.
the letter is like no matter what i will always love you.
i feel stupid cuz i dont knwo waht i want
im such a girl. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
aahh haha.
school better i guess
bvut its funnyn how people jump to conclusions.
people talk when they dont know anything but its okay
so for the past week ive had a sub in first hour and in the mornming me paty watty...justyn...alexey... beverly talk about sex its the funnies thing.
but yeah. IM GOIN TO PERU TONIGHT!!!!!!
SO I HAVE TO GO!!!
BYE BYE LOVE YOU ALL!
TALK TO YOU WEN IM THER!!
<3
aw brandon put our pic as defailt on myspace lol
<3! |
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| DRINK TILL HE LOOKS GOOD |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|10:56 am] |
school i hate it last week. these kids put gum in my hair...2 days in a row. i miss having fun at skool
i dont look foward to skool my mom realizes it and told me..andstarted crying stfu
friday i went to franchescas house!! yay checka! lol. we played with her animals and MATT came over!! he knoked on Zaks door to come outside but he wasnt home. every time id call him he didnt answer hed call back id miss the call i called him he didnt answer it was soo gay! but me and mat and franchie had fun
friday night me and sara went to the carnival and met up with JOHNATHaN =] i think i kinda like him idk idk idk idk sh. hsadlkfy sdf. ok well the carnicvak was getting lame so we went and played baskeetball..well me and johnny did. hehehheee. wooa. yup funs funs. he kept tickling me and sara
that night he calls me and goes i would of tickled you more & stuff but i didnt want sara to feel unconfertable that was cute and i LOVE SARA LOTAS AND LOTASS.
saturdays possibly the weorst day ? nope. kinda
i went to steffs practice after driving from miami
NO ONE WAS THER E AND I WAS PISSED THE FUCK OFF.
the coregrafer is a fucking loser. doesnt no left from right shes nioce i like her.. shes just not good at her job. and i just got extreamly annoyed. =/
my mom calld i really needed to talk to sara.. and my mom
bitched EXTREAMLY.
iu started crying. everything in front of every one. i couldnt even talk i ran in steffs room i mean shit i didnt want any one to hear my mom and see me yelloing
i mean im so fucking tired of trying to help people and getting shit thrown back at me
i try i really do i try to have other people happy . even if im not the one getting the best result in the end but at one point you just get so fuckign sick of it.
so w.e my mom let me go out
we wnet to south beach last night. these guys were following me cuz.. well
every one was in a couple besides me.
and the only girl withought a guy was me.. so guys kept hitting on me
it was gros they were like 20
so we went to fridays and they put on mikeal jakson we
danced
the manager liked how we got the WHOLE RESTUARNAT SINGING AND DANCING that he went out and bought THE CD!!!!!
then we walked on the beach. got stuck in teh sand.
got home. and now i dont feel good
i really wanted to hang out last night cuz im goin to peru next saturday for aboiut a week and a half. eh to late i guess =/ |
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[Nov. 7th, 2005|08:04 pm] |
15`s are okay. lots of practice. i dances with nick. hes cool. mike didnt show up.
schools gay.
to much fucking work.
next week is my last week. im going to peru. so . um can we kinda hang out ? hehe. yeah
i dont feel good.
fuckthisbye. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2005|08:09 pm] |
gueess what
for those of you who didnt know
guys are idiots
and asswholes.
im single
what.what.
fuckthatniggaloserfacebitch, |
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| OMFG YAY! |
[Nov. 2nd, 2005|07:01 pm] |
i got effing power!!!!!!!!
after like 2 weeeks!
right on BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| HURRRRRRIICANES SUCKK |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
hey guys.
okay so this hurricane was super de duper gay.
we were sitting in my house and the bakc door almost flew off. actually its a sliding glass door and it was actualy bending. we were soo effing scared. some thing hit my windopw and thats how i woke up. i have no elctirc. duh theres trees every were. god its just.. horrible. no skool for weeks.
... im not really gona go into detail becasue welll.. i have pictures. my phone is working now and so is internet because im in miami at my aunts house
miami isnt damaged. sunrise ft lauderdale is.
you should see the sawgrass.
just look;
( hurricane ) |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|06:33 pm] |
UGH i cant get rid of that fucking aol virus.
flsdkhfdfd. >=[
it keeps on iming people its
SSUPERR ANNOYYINGGGGG.. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|08:40 pm] |
i hate not talking to him
i hate havin ghim in my head all the time
i would of seen him tomroo at practice
but huuricane watch cancelled it
i was waiting for tomoro
to talk to him
fuck it now.
its been a week that i havnt talked to him
this is gay
im so fucking bored.
eating junkj food
even tho im NOT hungry
i have my "." so i feel skldhdg.
is any one else boreD?
call me pople
im me
new sn
UNDENYiNGxLOvE
bye |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
i have yet to get over it
and i wish i new whatg happnd.
i called and he didnt pick up
it makes me feel stupid
todaywaas field day
it was INCREADIBLY lame.
we didnt do shit
some things were fun
not alot
my cuzns house is fun
'shes a loser and i love it
i miaa yall
is the sleep over this weekeDD??????????????? |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:55 pm] |
HE TOOK EVERY LITTLE FUCKING THING OFF HIS MYSPACE
HE SAYS HE SINGLE
CHANGED HIS VIDEO AND ITS SCARS AND HES LIKE DEDICATED SO SOMEONE
BEFORE ITS LIKE I LOVE YOU ALI AND ALL THSI FUCKING BULLSHIT
IDK WHY I GET SO ATTACHED
IM AN IDIOT
I HATE THIS.
WHY COULDNT HE JUST SAY ANYHTING TO ME
I HATE CRYING YMSLEF TO SLEEP/ |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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i hated today,
im crying and i wish i could stop
i care and like him and just idk everything to him
thers not one second i dont think about him nd i hate how i just get attached to easily because thats how i end up like this
feeling useless and stupid
today he just ignored me
walked right by me and left. not one word
hes been acting wierd. and i just miss mike so much. the mike i loveddd last week and the last weeks.
why do i get atached so easily.
i wish he would call
i wish we could be so happy
i wish everyhthing never edned up so fucked up
all day i was laying down thinking about it and holding my tears back
espeaciialy when they played the love songs
why does everything fuck up when its going just PERFECT.
its just not even good enought or what |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|05:36 pm] |
lol you guys
i had a weird ass dream last night,
first i went and got the highlights in my hair that i wanted. the hot pink coming from my inner roots.
so then it was joes birthday and we went to his house
it was me britts mariah gabbs stephs lauren and sara.
when we got there we were playing nintnedo 64 and me sara and lauren were swimming in the living room? lol
yeah and then joe had blonde hair.....like retroish lmfao so his dog shirts and joe goes "thats some turd" and britt goes nasty! and we all started laughing sooooo hard. everything was spongebob. it was blue and yellow and the baloons that had hard eggs in themand it said happy birthday joe
all of a sudden it was night and we hear screaming
so we go outside and jaimie(joes sister. duh lol ) was coming in thru the back door with like 4 guys caring her and shes like yaaay its my birthday. anbd all outsidee it was like happy birthday jaimie!
so we all looked and then it flashed back and i was in a stadium with mike and melissa is on the floor pregnant. and i woke
up
wierd as hell
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| C iS FOR CRUNK |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
WORD OF THE DAY
CRUNK (KRU*UNK)
adjetive.
to be crazy anddd drunk.
ex: We fennu get crunk up in dat bitch tonight fo sho.
i hope you learn.
Brought to you by = Alieeejandra and Megahanagan.
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[Oct. 9th, 2005|09:27 pm] |
saturday. went to the mall with kathy sara tony zak and brejuan.
at frist tony invited me. then kathy did. if tony went zak and brea would go.
it was cool! lol i havnt seen them in forever!! and they all.look.excatly.the.same.
lol i thought it would be wierd bieng around zak. deff. not. it was soo normal i missed those kids so much.
you guys get to see tony at school now that he goes to piper.
lol it was a fun night
sara slept over and we took millions of pics
today sunday HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOESEFF!! YOUR AWESOME!
=] &&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRAD. BUT HE CANT READ THIS AND I ALREADY SANG TO HIM.
i went to stephs. and danced and i was with mike
omg ilikehimsomuch. we were just dancing and then we went in to stefs room, and i wouldnt sit on mikes lap, because i dont like to sit in people. it bothers me i feel. idk hurtfull
so i just moved and he got all quiet. but ali knows how to get people going. =D
i walked out of the roomand he wouldnt let me in!!
so were like... fliriting trying to get in. omg omg omg i lovethis kid so much.
right when he got home he called me.
i love lauren. alot. shes funny,
she likes to talk about TEXT MESSAGES I SEND HER lol =D
okay my loves thats it. well.. i guess
i need a dime
thats top of the line
cute face
lil waitse
& a big behind.
lmfao wtF!
i<3mike |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|04:01 pm] |
okay so.
these journals are making me cry you guys.
this sucks all my friends really see eachother i dont
wat an outcast ,lol
kay well last night i was with mike for a loong time =D
he met my parents!! lol i didnt really know any one but i wwas with stef and him so it was all good.
he was bien soooo cute and hes sooo funny
his frined goes to me and stef
wwhat are the cahnces of me getting head?
i go well its a fifty fifty wuestion either yes or no so half.
mike goes
EXCUSE ME? UM NO THATS MY G/F YOUR CHANCES ARE ZERO! UM ARE YOU HITTING ON HER?
it was sooo funny. lol
hes so crazy i took a pic of him wiht stefs glasses and we made him laugh so he lookx funny.
=D i<3thatkidsomuch
okay so this kid.... xxxx came to visit stef it was sooooo cute!
cuz yeah then he went over her house and aw
but yeah, todya was long. and tonihgt im goin out
i cant wait till the weekiend with all you whores that i miss so much
im gona dream about it.
gah ilove&missyougusysomuch
♥ x one million.
mwah
ZELLAR&ALi
lol his last name is funny, |
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[Oct. 6th, 2005|10:10 pm] |
kay well i just got off the phone with mike♥
but i was readsing thru all ym old journals.
=[
omg i had so much fun in school. i loved bieng with all my friends.
and to think that now i hate waking up every morning to go to this school. now i dont care if i miss a day off.
before i wouldnt care how sick i felt.
and as lame as piper might be
i might even be happier there,
but watever.
im gona see mike tomoro and im super de duper excitied.
lol. one of my posts said from the last day of school
---> izzy and jasmine kissed on the lips..i was crying...because i was laughing so hard lol
okay loves im gona goo
i♥mike. |
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| ♥ kelly clarkson |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|12:56 pm] |
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| | because of you - kelly clarkson ♥ | ] |
i LOVE THiS SONG
KELLY CLARKSON iS ONE OF THE BEST SiNGERS EVER.
SHE'S GREAT TALENTED AND BEAUTiFUL.
BECAUSE OF YOU ::
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
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